Make Me Want
by Rebecca Brooks
Copyright © 2017 by Rebecca Brooks. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce, distribute, or transmit in any form or by any means. For information regarding subsidiary rights, please contact the Publisher.
Chapter One
Tyler McCall drove the last four hundred miles without stopping. Not because he didn’t want a break to stretch his legs, work out the crick in his neck, or see some of the scenery he was passing. But because he did.
Those were things the old Tyler might have done, taking his time to enjoy the California coast, the Oregon cliffs along the water, the views through Washington as he drove to the mountains he was going to call home for the next six weeks. The new Tyler, the one fleeing L.A., didn’t deserve such pleasures anymore.
If Scott were here, he’d have been bouncing out of his seat, eager to see San Francisco, Portland, spend the night in Seattle and walk along the water, marveling at the mountains across the bay. Scotty had never left California—unlike Tyler, who’d traveled way too much. He still remembered snippets of Seattle from the months he’d lived there before his mother snatched him out of school and whisked them to— He couldn’t remember where they’d gone next. Chicago? It was all a blur.
But Scott wasn’t here. That was the problem.
So Tyler pushed on.
It was dark by the time he turned onto the long, winding road that climbed into Gold Mountain. Had it been daylight, he would have seen the iconic peak still capped with snow in July. A hiker’s dream in the sunny, dry valleys. A wildland firefighter’s nightmare.
Tyler switched on his high beams and coaxed the engine up the turns. He needed to sleep. He needed a shave. He needed something to eat besides sticky-sweet granola bars, their wrappers littering his truck.
Most of all, he needed a whiskey. Neat. A double pour—hell, make it the whole bottle. Scott’s drink. He couldn’t decide whether coming to Gold Mountain was supposed to make him feel better, or worse. If it was supposed to help him move on from what had happened to Scotty…or make sure he never forgot.
He had the address of his rental house programmed into his GPS, but based on the description and the hastiness with which he’d put down his deposit, he wasn’t expecting much. Certainly not a welcome basket or a home-cooked meal. In L.A. he could stop on any corner but this town had clearly shut down for the night. Everything he’d looked into said Gold Mountain had developed a lot recently, but the one grocery store he passed was closed and he didn’t think he could face another gas station dinner.
Up ahead, though, was a parking lot for a place called Mackenzie’s, and on Saturday night, it was full. He slowed down. The building was wood, he noticed reflexively. No metal roof, no heat resistant paint. No protection when the wildfire risk this summer was the highest it had ever been.
“Stop worrying so goddamn much,” Tyler said aloud as he pulled into the lot—the first words he’d spoken since gassing up in Eugene. It’s what Scott would have said to him.
Then again, maybe Scott should have paid more attention to danger. It was a mistake Tyler wasn’t going to make again.
“So, where you from?” The bartender’s name was Mack. She said she owned the place along with her boyfriend, Connor, who waved from the open kitchen and looked more like an acrobat, he was juggling so many pans.
Tyler had made a beeline for an empty seat on the edge of the bar where he could watch the action without anyone noticing him, but not two sips into that honeyed burn and here she was, making conversation with the newcomer even on a busy night.
Or trying to. He wasn’t exactly pulling his weight.
“California,” he said, swirling the liquid in his glass so he didn’t have to look up.
“That’s a long way.”
“Yep.” He took another sip.
She pulled the taps on two draughts at once. “Up here hiking for a few days?”
“No.”
He could practically feel Scott beside him, rolling his eyes. His first night in this town where he was going to spend the next six weeks of his life and he was already turning himself into some kind of pariah. He should say where he was from, why he was here, ask about the local attractions. He should make a fucking effort.
“I’m here for the summer,” he said, just as Mack was giving up on him and turning toward another customer. “Work.”
“Nice,” she said, pocketing a tip. “Like I said, I’m Mack. Come around anytime.”
“I’m Tyler,” he said. “I will.”
Smile, he told himself. It’s what non-assholes do.
When Tyler quit his job fighting wildfires in California, his boss and mentor Aidan said he wouldn’t tear up Tyler’s resignation letter if Tyler promised one thing. He could supervise the firebreak the Forest Service was putting in on the ridgeline above Gold Mountain, but only if he tried to enjoy it.
“I won’t let you leave my crew if you’re just doing it to beat yourself up,” Aidan said.
And later, when Tyler was cleaning out his locker next to Scott’s: “We all miss Scotty, Tyler. But what happened—it wasn’t your fault.”
At one point, Tyler had believed every word out of Aidan’s mouth. He’d hired Tyler when Tyler was fresh out of training, with nothing but a backpack and a pair of boots to his name. He’d quickly become more of a father to Tyler than the man who lived in Palo Alto and never wasted his time on things that weren’t important—like his son.
But Tyler wasn’t some wide-eyed kid anymore. He knew better than to believe what Aidan said.
Aidan. Scotty. The Forest Service. Fuck. He’d driven twelve hundred miles north from L.A., the farthest he could get without crossing into Canada, and he still couldn’t leave them behind.
Tyler looked around, trying to get out of his head. Couples chatting, groups of friends. The bar was L-shaped and he could see directly across to where a tall, broad-shouldered man with a bald head and a snake tattooed up his arm was taking up too much space on the end. He had one of those booming voices that carried, so even though his back was to Tyler, Tyler could hear him saying “just got back” and “you owe me,” followed by an even louder, “Don’t you fucking say no to me.”
Tyler glanced at Mack, who had paused to look sharply at the man. “Trouble?” he asked, even as he knew he should stay out of it.
But staying out of trouble wasn’t his strong suit. Especially if there was a woman involved. And Tyler could tell from the man’s tone of voice—possessive and ugly—that there was a woman involved. A woman who sure as hell wouldn’t want to be talked to that way.
Mack sighed. “When Russ is around, there’s always trouble.” He thought she might go to the kitchen for backup—Tyler didn’t see much in the way of security around here—but Mack called in a loud voice like she’d done this before, “Hey, Russ! Get out of here.”
Russ turned to Mack, which afforded Tyler a glimpse of the woman who’d been blocked by his enormous frame.
And damn if he thought he could stop staring.
She was beautiful, yes. But it was more than that. She was tanned, with a dusting of freckles suggesting she spent more time outside than just a weekend or two of vacation. She waved Russ away and he saw the shift in her muscles, the strength under the softness of her skin.
He liked that, the contrast. The hint of surprise.
Because under her scowl there was softness, too. The promise of curves if he got to see her standing. Lying down. Spread out on his bed.
Shit. Where had that come from?
But he’d been driving all day. Single for much longer. The plunging neckline of her bright, fitted shirt wasn’t helping get his mind out of the gutter. Especially not with the necklace that drew his attention down…
“Get my girl another beer, Mack,” Russ said, slapping the bar with his palm like he owned the place.
The woman’s voice rang out over the din. “For the last time, Russ. I’m not your girl. And I don’t want you buying me a drink.” She used her elbow to block out space for herself and keep Russ from encroaching on where she was sitting. Tyler had a feeling this wasn’t the first time she’d had to tell Russ to back off. Or that Russ had ignored her.
His first thought was that the woman should cut her losses and leave. But she was the one with the seat; she’d clearly been there first. Why should she have to give up her night?
She shook her head at yet another obnoxious comment from Russ and a flash of color caught Tyler’s eye. He thought it was from her rings, or the light from the bar playing tricks, but then it happened again and he realized it was her hair. Bright blue streaked along the underside, so that when she ran a hand through her waves there was a flash of something so unexpected, he couldn’t tear his eyes away.
“That’s Abbi,” Mack said as she mixed a concoction with bitters and a squeeze of lime.
“What?” Tyler was startled out of his thoughts.
“The woman at the end of the bar. The one you keep staring at.” Mack gestured with her chin. “That’s Abbi.”
“I wasn’t—”
She grinned. “Sure you were.”
Busted. Tyler eased into a smile, testing how it felt.
“Jesus.” Mack shook her head. “You have a three-word vocabulary, arms that could bend steel, and a dimple? Abbi’s going to love you.”
“Um—”
“My best friend. The one you’re about to do a huge favor for.” Mack refilled Tyler’s whiskey and placed a pint of copper ale in front of him—the same beer Abbi with the blue hair was drinking.
“Don’t tell Abbi you’re rescuing her,” Mack cautioned. “Normally I’d figure out something else but I’m swamped, and making Russ get out and stay out is tricky. Believe me, I’ve tried.”
“You want me to do what, exactly?” Tyler asked, confused.
“Come on, new guy. Be creative. Don’t you want to have a little fun?”
Not really, he thought.
But he couldn’t sit there and do nothing. And was there anything wrong with letting himself unwind just a little?
Temporary new town, temporary new title, the first stop in his brand new life. Tonight, he didn’t have to be the guy who’d let his best friend die in a wildfire that burned out of control in the San Gabriels. Tonight, he could be whatever Abbi wanted.
He took a deep breath, filling out his full frame, and crossed the bar. He felt like a kid again, when he’d had to be in the school play in, was it Dallas? San Antonio? The one he’d hated even more than all the others. He got stuck in the back row of the chorus, because he was tall, gangly, and not a very good actor. Something about faking it—he never could get it right.
But he wasn’t a kid anymore, and he certainly wasn’t gangly. Russ may have had an inch or two on Tyler, but he didn’t have his build. Taking a page from Abbi, he elbowed Russ out of the way as though he didn’t even see him. And then, sliding into the space he’d created, he did something completely uncharacteristic. The kind of thing Scott would have done.
With no plan and no clue what he was doing, Tyler opened his mouth and said the first thing that popped into his mind.
“Hey, baby, I’m so sorry I’m late.”
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