I didn’t know when I wrote the first love spell that it would actually make things happen. Like, actually make people fall in love with each other…
How could I have known something like that? I mean, magic isn’t real, right?
But here’s the thing—the spell does work and so does the next one and the next one...and suddenly I’m getting a whole lot of attention from everyone at my high school. Me, Blend-into-the-Walls, Please-Let-Me-Introvert-in-Peace Rowan Marshall. And not only that, but I’ve also caught the attention of Luca Russo, a godlike, football-playing hottie who claims he likes me just the way I am. Ummm...
But as I’m about to learn, playing around with things you don’t understand means when things go wrong—like really, very awfully wrong—you don’t know how to fix them.
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“if you’re looking for a fun, quick read with some light magic and romance, I do recommend Love Spells and Other Disasters.” --Amy M., Goodreads
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Author Angie Barrett lives in a small town in Ontario, Canada in an old century home that is also known as the “cat house” because, well, Angie likes cats. A lot. She also likes shopping for books, or for anything really, and spending time RVing in the summer with her family. She has worked for sixteen years as a high school English teacher and Librarian and is currently a Curriculum Consultant for new teachers.
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Love Spells and Other Disasters
by Angie Barrett
Copyright © 2021 by Angie Barrett. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce, distribute, or transmit in any form or by any means. For information regarding subsidiary rights, please contact the Publisher.
Chapter One
Trust me when I say, there is nothing in the world more socially crippling than having a mother who rehabilitates ghosts for a living.
“Bye, sweetie, knock ’em dead today!” She winks at me as she hands me a twenty.
I push open the door to her precious 1959 Cadillac, a black, old-fashioned ambulance-slash-hearse that fits her ghost-friendly persona. The students walking by gawk, just like they have the last two and a half years of high school, and the eight years before that. She obviously finds it hilarious to watch her one and only daughter die of embarrassment every single day.
I can’t avoid it though because Mom insists on driving me in the morning so that we can have mother-daughter time. Cute, sure, but Mom and I both know that if she didn’t have to wake up to drive me, she’d sleep through her alarm. I’m her morning insurance policy.
“Be home by four. I’ve got some work for you later.”
My mood instantly dampens, weighed down by a wet blanket of daughterly obligation. Some work for me later means that she has a butt-load of fan mail to answer, and she doesn’t have time to do it herself. No matter who they’re from, most of the letters are filled with heartbreak and pleading for help to reconnect with deceased loved ones. Others are stories about vampires and psychic encounters.
The ones full of heartbreak and grief are soul crushing, but so are the stories that people think are real-life experiences. I alternate between feeling like I’m searching for the right response in a broken Magic Eight Ball and wanting to cry water balloons over just how sad these people are.
But despite all that, I say, “Sure, four. See you then.”
“Hey, Rowan?” My mom leans across the passenger seat and kisses my cheek. “You’re the only one who can do what you do. You give them peace in your way. You know that, right?”
I nod, though I don’t actually believe her.
Her smile shatters my angst. “Good. I love you.”
“I lov—”
“Hey, Ro! Get your butt out of that ghost mobile. We’re gonna be late!” Ethan, my one and only truest friend, says as he forcefully yanks me out of the car. “Hi, Dr. Marshall. Nice to see you today.” He nearly folds himself in half to lean down and wave at my mom. “Sorry about interrupting, but you know our math teacher. She’ll whip our butts if we walk in late on a test day.”
“Nice to see you, too, sweetie.” Ethan could barge in at any time of day and Mom would give him a hug for it. “I like that shade of lipstick on you.”
He grins, showing off his ruby lips. Ethan wears lipstick better than I ever could. “It’s totally me, don’t you think?”
My mom laughs. “Totally you, Ethan. I might have to borrow it.”
Groan. “We’ve got to go, Mom. I’ll be home by four.” I close the door before she and Ethan get sidelined by a makeup conversation. “You know you can call her Amy, right?” I say to Ethan. “She doesn’t mind.”
“Oh no, my friend, I don’t call adults by their first names. That’s just weird as hell. Besides, your mom is Dr. Marshall, the famous ghost hunter, or whatever. It’ll ruin her dark and dangerous image if I call her Amy.”
I snort. Right. Ethan and his images. There’s nothing dangerous about my mom but I’ll give him the dark part. She does love all her gothic things. Unlike most parapsychologists, she doesn’t abide by the phrase “ghost hunting.” It’s rehabbing, and she takes it very seriously. She believes that hauntings are all about unfinished business and that her role is to help the wayward souls who need her.
“She doesn’t call herself a ghost hunter,” I remind him.
“I know, but it sounds more thrilling than ghost rehabilitator. Don’t you think?” He sighs. “You know I think it’s super cool that she’s into all that dark stuff. I wish she were my mom.”
I laugh. “She practically is!” In fact, with his honey-colored hair, olive skin, and impossibly high cheek bones, he often does pass as her son. More than I pass as her daughter, anyway, with my dark, shaggy mop and translucently pale skin. I could pass for a short, living dead girl. Maybe I am my mother’s daughter after all.
“True.” He loops his arm through mine. “Hey, I read online last night that she’s got a show in the works.”
I roll my eyes. “There’s always a show in the works.”
Mom’s been waiting for the big one. The reality TV show that will make her famous like the medium in Long Island or the ghost hunters whose show she watches religiously, “helpfully critiquing” all the things they’re doing wrong. She always has this producer or that producer stopping by to talk about turning our life into a national brand, but the discussions always stall out somewhere around the time the producer admits that he or she thinks my mom is full of it, then suggests that they can just fake whatever they need to in order to get ratings. Mom wants none of that. It’s the real deal or nothing.
My insides furl into ribbons of anxiety as Ethan and I walk side by side up the stairs of our school, ignoring, as we normally do, all the strange looks we get just for being who we are. Ignoring as much as not ignoring is what I actually mean. Ethan feels it, too. Like we’re going on stage, expected to do impressive tricks or something, but in actuality usually can’t even make it up the steps without one of us tripping.
“Did you study?” he asks to distract me. And probably himself.
“You know I did.” I always study. I always do everything I’m supposed to do. I have no life and no friends besides Ethan, so there’s usually not much going on for me to get distracted by. Side effect of having a mom who lives for the undead? No one really wants me at their parties.
“True.” He pulls me to the side. “We have five minutes. I want to touch up my eyes.” He flutters his eyelashes at me. They’re the prettiest eyelashes of anyone I know, and of course they’re on a guy. Girls have to work twice as hard—or wear falsies—to get lashes that great.
We slide into the girls’ restroom and by some miracle we’re alone. He arches one of his perfectly sculpted eyebrows to acknowledge our luck, then gets to work touching up his makeup. I don’t even bother looking in the mirror. What’s there to look at?
At least I brushed my hair today.
I lean against the wall and try not to think about the work I’ll have to do later for Mom, which means that’s all I’m thinking about. I gnaw on my thumbnail. What kind of letters are waiting for me at home this time? Will there be letters from teenagers again? Those are some of the worst.
“So, I was creeping on Malcolm last night.” Ethan’s lips curl wickedly. “He’s been posting pictures of him and the team doing their workouts.”
“Ew, athletes.” All that sweat and testosterone.
He points his mascara wand at me. “One day I’m going to find a shower shot of one of those guys and you’re going to want to see them in all their glory.”
“Why in the world would one of them be taking pictures in the shower?” I laugh forcefully, an attempt to dislodge the sharp edges of my anxiety. I’ve bitten enough skin around my nail to make myself bleed. “That’s wishful thinking.”
Ethan sighs. “Hell yeah, it is. Could you imagine, all those buff bodies getting soapy and wet?”
I snort as he lets himself experience a full body shiver. “Dreamland.”
“Fantasyland more like it.” He puts his makeup away, then turns to give me one of his looks. The kind of look that says you’re not fooling me today. “Quit eating your flesh, cannibal. Why are you so stressed? Is it the test? You know you’re going to ace it.”
I drop my hand and pluck at the fraying edges of my sweater. “I’m not worried about the test.”
“Well, I am.” He grimaces before dabbing some clear gloss over his ruby-colored lips. “So what’s bugging you?”
I sigh. “Mom asked me to do some ‘work’ tonight.” I air quote the word “work.”
He grimaces. I read him a few of the letters the last time I was too overwhelmed to come up with an answer. “Ohhhh. I guess you’ll be needing some BFF attention later, then? Maybe some warm and gooey chocolate chip cookies?” Ethan knows how much I dread working on my mom’s fan letters and he knows that my mood definitely needs an adjustment afterward. He also knows how much I love his baking. “I’ll pop by after I do some grocery sho—”
The door opens and Abby Roxwell walks in with two of her pretty-in-pink entourage. Not the audience we’re after. Craaaap. If Abby’s here, I don’t want to be.
“I should have known you two would be in here. Ethan, darling, this is the girls’ restroom.” Abby’s voice is saccharine sweet and dripping with sass. “We’ve had this conversation before.”
Ethan puts one hand on his hip and waves his finger with the other at Abby. “And we’ve also discussed that until you and the rest of the school council prioritizes a universal restroom sign in your budget meetings with admin, then I’ll be using whichever restroom I want. It’s not my fault you people are in the dark ages when it comes to gender rights.”
“The girls don’t like you coming in here.” Abby’s smile drops and she narrows her eyes. “You’re infringing on their right to privacy.”
“I’m a girl. I don’t mind him in here.” A punch of courage has me pushing myself from the wall. “And you’re infringing on his right to have a safe space to go pee.”
Abby turns a scalding look my way.
I gulp. She has always hated me. Okay, that’s a lie, she’s known me since I was in first grade and I kind of remember her sharing one of her snacks with me during recess one time, so she hasn’t always hated me.
I’ve tried to narrow down what, exactly, her problem with me is. I’m currently considering three possibilities:
Her elevated social status compared to my nonexistent one. She might think that’s reason enough to look down on me but it doesn’t justify the constant disdain I get from her.
Her hatred might be a by-product of her mom’s overactive imagination. Abby’s mom was one of my dad’s girlfriends back in his teen years, and the way my mom says it, the woman thought they’d be getting hitched right out of high school. Mom says she’s just jealous. We do live in the biggest house in town and my mom is kind of a celebrity.
I’m not convinced that Abby’s mom is jealous, though. We might live in the biggest house, but it’s falling apart and needs years of renovations still. Abby’s mom is a divorcée who doesn’t have to work and lives in a condo that probably cost more than Mom makes in five years. Abby doesn’t want for much.
Also, my mom makes a living studying the afterlife and has made some pretty outrageous claims over the years. The most damaging of course is that she speaks to my dad on a regular basis. Talking to ghosts, or believing you are, isn’t exactly considered normal, so Mom gets a lot of strange looks and whispers when she goes out. Even worse than the ones I get. Mom ignores those looks and whispers but I can’t. Abby has made it very clear to me that I’m weird and she wants no part of that weirdness.
Maybe that’s what it is.
While I don’t think she ever found out what happened, Abby’s hatred of me might be because of the time I kind of obliterated her chances of getting the President’s Award in a STEM innovation fair after a teeny tiny explosion that was totally not my fault—at least, not on purpose—destroyed her near-award winning project.
Abby cried publicly that day and I felt like digging a deep hole and burying myself in it. It was bad. Really bad. No one got hurt, but the explosion…
Yeah, it’s totally possible that she found out it was me.
Abby turns back to Ethan, her finger jabbing the air. “You two had better—”
The bell rings. I reach around the privacy police to grab Ethan. “Math test, gotta run!”
And that’s pretty much the standard day for me at school. Avoiding Abby and her many friends, if only to reduce the exposure to her constant disapproval and unending grudge. Less than a half a year to go before she graduates and I no longer have to deal with her scorn.
By the time I get to second period, I’m feeling pretty proud of myself for almost making it through another morning with minimal disturbances when Mr. Tremmel, my marketing teacher, ruins my life.
I know he thinks it’s a great idea, partnering us up with Ms. Savey’s senior economics class so that we can co-learn or whatever, but it’s seriously the worst idea ever. Like putting pineapple on pizza or peanut butter on pickles, which is seriously something people do. How am I supposed to stay in my happy little bubble of indifference when he tells me I’m working with—
“I think this is a fantastic opportunity, Mr. Tremmel,” Abby’s honey voice oozes insincerity. “Rowan and I have known each other since we were kids, right Ro?” She links arms with me, or tries to anyway. I fold my arms across my chest to block her out.
Mr. Tremmel frowns. I’m not even trying to hide how much I hate the idea. “Rowan, I can tell you’re not happy about this partnership but I’m determined to work with Ms. Savey’s seniors on this.” He gestures between me and Abby. “The two of you are both innovative in different ways. Ms. Savey and I were thinking your strengths would complement each other.”
Abby’s fake smile widens, she flips her luscious brown hair over her shoulder. “I can see the logic there.” As soon as Mr. Tremmel turns to address another student, she motions to me with one manicured finger and leans in so only I can hear her next words. “You better not mess this up for me, Ro. I need to impress Mr. Tremmel with this assignment.”
The venom in her voice sends a cool shiver down my spine like the finger of some angry god marking me for slaughter—or at least a very unpleasant afternoon.
As soon as he turns back to us, Abby raises her voice and resumes her cheerleader smiling. “Come on Ro, let’s get brainstorming. We’ve got a business to build!”
“That’s the spirit!” Mr. Tremmel says enthusiastically.
Abby walks away, no doubt totally expecting me to follow.
I curse Ethan for not taking marketing with me. If he were here at least I could laugh, maybe a little hysterically, about this messed up turn of events, but he’s not here and right now I’m not laughing. He has English with Ms. Smith this period, a woman who loves Shakespeare so hard she kind of looks like him. She’s also no fool and has forbidden restroom breaks for a certain lipstick-obsessed boy, so there’s no chance that Ethan will be paying me a visit in the library.
“Rowan, will you come here please? We have work to do.” Abby says this loud enough for a lot of people to hear and the last thing I want is more attention, so I force myself to get a move on.
She’s sitting at a table with a group of other seniors. “I have some ideas that I think will work.”
I slump down in the chair next to her and wish I could just keep falling, right through the floor, into the ground where it’s quiet and I’m alone. “I’m sure they’re all for the greater good of the school.” Or the greater good of Abby. When I’m edgy, I get mouthy, a defense mechanism that usually doesn’t bode well for me and yet, words just keep punching out.
“Well, it’s funny you should say that.” She clearly misses the sarcasm. “Because I want to do something that will boost everyone’s spirits. April is so dull and wet. I think we should do something fun, like candy grams.”
“Candy grams are a boring Valentine’s Day thing. Totally overdone. Besides, it’s not allowed.” I tap the assignment sheet where it says no candy grams in bolded, block letters.
“I was thinking more like edible arrangements or something, but you’re right, too overdone.” Abby’s pops up from her chair. “I have another idea.” She heads toward the non-fiction section before disappearing down an aisle.
I suppose I could follow her but I’m glued to my seat, a silent protest against the injustices of this day. My irritation at this whole situation is back.
I don’t want to work with Abby.
And I don’t like group work unless it’s with Ethan.
I’m a sucker for a good grade, though, so I read the assignment sheet over again and hope a killer idea smacks me upside the head so we can get on with it.
“Got it!” Abby zips out of the aisle with a book in her hand. One book.
This better be a fantastic idea.
Her smile is megawatt bright as she holds the book for me to see.
I stare at the cover. “Love spells?”
“This is perfect! Think about it.” She’s flipping through the pages. “We can sell…not love spells, that’s silly…but…crush spells for hookups. For National Lover’s Day! It’ll be so much fun!”
“National Lover’s Day is totally not a thing.”
Abby slaps the book closed then yanks her phone from her back pocket. “It is a thing!” She taps an icon. “It’s on April 23rd, which also happens to be Take a Chance Day. This is perfect!” She turns her phone so I can see the app she’s on.
“You have an app for obscure holidays?”
The look she gives makes me feel like I should also have an app for obscure holidays. “I’m on the social committee, duh.” As if that explains everything.
“That’s the stupidest idea—”
She folds her arms and taps her long nails against her skin. “Oh, right, I get it. Your mom’s all into the supernatural stuff so you have to rebel, right? Be all, like, screw this magic stuff?”
“No,” I mumble. But yeah, kind of.
Abby rolls her eyes and moves past me to her seat, flipping through the pages, stopping here and there to read. I peek at what she’s reading. The spells she lands on all sound like super basic greeting cards and say things like: lily white, fortune’s bright, binding love, forever might.
“Mr. Tremmel is the chair of the business department,” Abby says without looking up from the spell book. “I’ve never had a class with him so he doesn’t really know what I can do. I need to impress him with this project, Rowan.” She stabs me with a hard glare. “I need a reference letter from him.”
“What for?” I blurt without thinking. I didn’t know Abby was into business. “I mean, I figured you’d be heading into biomechanics, chemical engineering, something like that.” When we were in middle school together, she was all about science. After all the work she used to put into her projects, I always just assumed, if she was going to have a career at all, it would be in that field.
“No, I’m not.” Her lips stretch into a thin line. “I changed my focus.”
A lead ball of guilt settles in my stomach. I might have had something to do with that change in focus. After what had happened to her science project, I probably would have given up on that field, too. But that doesn’t mean she should.
“Not that it’s any of your business.” She clears her throat. “But I’m trying to get a scholarship and I need three reference letters.”
“Okay, I get that, but why does it have to be Mr. Tremmel? You know he’s really stingy with that stuff. Ms. Savey is your teacher. Wouldn’t it make more sense to get one from her?”
Abby gives me one of her signature yeah duh looks. “I do have one from her. It isn’t enough. I want one from Mr. Tremmel, the department chair. It’ll make a huge difference. I need you in this with me.”
My irritation retracts its claws a bit at the expression in her eyes, like I’m seeing inside a window that I’ve never been able to look in before. This might be a chance to make it up to her for ruining her science project all those years ago, even if she never knew it was me.
“These spells are missing something.” I grab a pen and tap my bottom lip with the end. What would I want in a guy if I were going to summon one with a spell? I mean, if spells actually worked.
I’d want someone who was hot, of course, and fun. Into me in a caring, interested way, not a creepy, possessive way. He’d be down to earth and realistic. Open-minded, sure, but I have enough weirdness in my life as it is, so not a guy who’d be all into ghosts and stuff, or at least, not someone who would be enamored by my mom’s line of work. Someone I can laugh with, like I do with Ethan. The belly hurting kind of laughs that make everything seem like it’s going to be okay no matter what. I’d love someone who knows what I’m thinking and what I need without me saying a word.
Okay, that’s a long list.
I sigh inwardly. Let’s face it—even if a guy like that exists, someone like that would never go for a girl like me, no matter how awesome Ethan thinks I am.
Abby’s watching me daydream with a look of annoyance on her face. I put pen to paper and scribble a poem. “There is a love I desperately long for, so vibrant that it makes my heart soar. With a love at first sight, we’ll know it’s just right—”
Her eyes go wide. “Whoa there, Shakespeare. Maybe poetry isn’t your forte.” She taps the book. “Let’s stick to one of these but put a twist on it with names.”
I push my notebook away, closing it on the silly poem I just wrote. “I was joking.” Sort of.
“Well, I’m not.” She shoves the book toward me. “Seriously. Read this.”
I cock an eyebrow, and despite my better judgement, glance at the words on the page. “This says not to use names.”
“Mel, come here!” Abby shouts to one of her friends, completely ignoring me as she waves Mel over. “How much would you pay for a hookup with your crush?”
Mel is a tall, lithe, gorgeous girl who probably could get any guy she wants just with a flutter of her eyes. “Who’s that guy from St. Michael’s College we met the other weekend? Andrew?” She closes her eyes and sighs. “He won’t give me the time of day. Rich, hot, and very into older women.”
“Yes, but what would you pay for a chance?”
Mel’s eyes pop open and she smiles like a cat with a mouse trapped under its paw. “Mmmm… A lot.”
“Hang on, genius.” I point to the book again. “First of all, this is not an actual thing. Magic doesn’t work. And second of all, what you’re proposing is a little skeevy, don’t you think?”
Abby contemplates me. “Okay, right, I got a little excited.” She looks over at Mel again. “For entertainment purposes, what would you pay for a crush spell—you know, a little poem that you could read for fun that would be about you and Andrew k-i-s-s-i-n-g-ing? Five bucks? Ten?”
Mel pops a hip out and puts a finger on her lips. “For fun? Maybe a dollar?”
Abby holds her hand out. “Okay, give us a dollar.” She looks at me. “Write her a spell.”
My mouth drops open.
“All you have to do is copy these.” She leans in close so Mel can’t hear and taps the book. “Come on, we’re doing this project together. I’m the brains and you’re the—” She gives me a judge-y once over. “Well, I don’t know what you are but your cursive is legible and I guess pretty, besides you’re stuck with me.” She narrows her eyes. “And I’m stuck with you.”
I scan the library and take note that every other person in our classes has been partnered up. There are no other options and I know, without even asking, that Mr. T will not agree to a switch.
“This is stupid.” I pick up the pen, though, because she has a point. We are stuck with each other.
Abby’s smile curls knowingly. “I knew you’d see it my way.” She shoves my notebook back toward me. “Write a crush spell for Mel.”
Mel fishes out a dollar and hands it to Abby. “Your first customer.”
Abby waves the bill at me. “No overhead. Pure profit.”
Okay…true. We’ve already aced this project if people fall for this nonsense, and if she needs to impress Mr. Tremmel, making a butt-load of money for his charity will have us both in his good books for a while. Abby’s social status alone will get us customers, and I do have nice cursive thanks to my mom’s calligraphy phase years ago. If I’m going to be copying the simple rhymes from this book, at least I can make it look pretty.
“Fine. What’s the guy’s name again?”
“Andrew.” Mel giggles. “He’s got the cutest dimples and these huge blue eyes. Mmmm, I just melt when I see him.”
“Okay. Andrew…” I glance at the spell book. Pretty straight forward. “A wish for love, she beckons for him. He’ll come when called, her heart he shall win. Forever in Mel’s arms, Andrew will agree. No other will do, so bound will they be.” I glance over at Abby. “It’s not exactly Pulitzer prize winning but…”
“Do I have to do anything with it?” Mel asks as she takes the sheet of paper, obviously not caring that it sounds ridiculous as hell.
“Uhhh…” Abby reads the book. “Yeah, you have to read it out loud when you’re alone tonight. Light two white candles before you do and then…” She continues reading. “And then burn the spell when you’re done.”
Mel laughs as she folds the paper. “Okay.” She winks. “Best dollar I’ve ever spent just for the fantasy of it all. Andrew is totally out of my league.”
Hard to imagine someone being out of Mel’s league, but okay. She walks away and Abby grabs my arm, her long, manicured nails pinching into my skin.
“We’re going to make a ton of money with this project. Mr. Tremmel will love us and then he’ll totally write me a glowing referral. Best plan ever!”